I've always tried to blend in the crowd and do what others thought was cool. My whole life I've been trying to be someone I am not. I finally started to go to church, and god completely turned my life around! Being a true christian and a teenager at the same time is not easy! I messed up a lot in the past, and I know now that I don't have to fit in with others just to be cool or popular! I fell into a dark deppression trying to find who I really was! It's still hard for me, but I am my own person, and I live and appeiciate every breath I take, because I never know which is my last.